Thoughts

Submission for Life Images Magazine

I’m entering a couple of photos for the Life Images magazine from Somerset. This is a nice photo journal style publication with inspiring photos and text, with image capture information. Submission dates are September 15th, December 15th, March 15th, and June 15th, the link is: http://www.stampington.com/html/wanna_get_published.html#lifeimages It was my wife Dorian who first brought me a copy of this magazine. She is a “Stamper” among many other things crafty and Somerset is the main publishing house for these types of magazines. So I will be very thrilled if I could make my way into this publication.

I made 4 submissions, each a photograph(s) and then some accompanying text. It was fun writing the text, but I tend to get corny about things and hope that this doesn’t show too much. It’s revealing to write about a photo, just as it is revealing to keep a journal (or a blog). All sorts of things reveal themselves when you start to write. Those thoughts and connected emotions just start to sneak out. Usually when I have an image I like, I post it and work on it in Photoshop, maybe I’ll print it and that’s it. But to write about it…that adds another dimension to the meaning of an image, at least what it means to you. It’s a great exercise and I plan on doing more “photo journaling.”

Here are the submissions (some you have seen before) and the accompanying text. Please, no smirks.

Silent Performance

Silent Performance Cooper River Bridge, Charleston SC

As I approached the top of the bridge I could feel the power of the structure as it supported its own weight above the water which flowed below and the traffic which flowed across. The beauty of each essential element working in harmony reminded me of a musical instrument, tuned to deliver a precise function. The sounds of the traffic, the wind, and the water below were rhythmic, while the bridge stood silent in its performance. 

 

Three Lotus Leaves Jardin Bontanique de Montréal, Montréal QC

Graphic, Simple, Revealing. Life should be as such.

   

 

Still Lifes from the Past Wing Lee Yuen Truck Farm, Jacksonville FL

As long as I can remember we visited the family farm once a month. It was a long drive across town, down a dirt road, to four brick houses situated in the middle of nowhere, a bit of civilization in what seemed to be fields that went on forever. Now those days are long past, the houses recently abandoned, and the last of the land up for sale to make way for warehouses.

As a drove up to the farm on a hot August morning the fog was covering the roads and fields. My Uncle Chan was leaving for an early errand and I was left on the property, completely alone, with my camera and a lifetime of memories. I had not returned here since my father died 14 years ago but nothing had changed.

As I walked around the big barn I began to see and notice what I had never realized in all my times here. The smells, the sounds, and the nostalgic feelings were all there, but the details of hundreds of still lifes unfolded around me. Each square foot of the barn was filled with actions frozen in time. A hammer left on a tiller, gloves on a spool of wire, a chain hanging from the rafters used to pull an engine, ropes and wires hanging on nails, the scale which weighed out countless boxes of Chinese produce which at one time were shipped out as far as Michigan and New York. All of these scenes were frozen in time, the dust settled over them, but the life in their arrangements only temporarily arrested.

I knew that it was my time to record these moments with my camera, for in a matter of weeks all of this would be gone, destroyed, and never to appear again. As an animal or plant goes into extinction, so too do these articles of a past time and life. My record would be the only one for the future should anyone want to know what it was like in the barn of the Wing Lee Yuen Truck Farm.

 

Autumn Start

Autumn Start Parc National du Mont-Saint-Bruno, Montréal QC

The beginnings of autumn are often missed as we normally reserve time only for the peak show of color. It is the transition between seasons that often brings us interesting observations and contrasts. The subtle hint of things to come reminds us of our own changing nature and the brilliance that can unfold from within.

Fallingwater – Approaching Architecture as Art

We visited the classic house Fallingwater by Frank Lloyd Wright and it was truly an incredible experience. With camera in tow, I was hoping to get a few shots of the interior and exterior. The guided tour took over 2 hours, and was very informative. We went through the house almost in its entirety, but nonetheless, I found it hard to find the shots I wanted to establish a true sense of place for this piece of art.

Typically on guided tours you are ushered along with a group of other people and this was no exception. It was crowded and there was little time to digest the space and then to find meaningful shots. Then there was the lighting problems…mostly dark interiors with blinding light from the outside. It was a cloudless sky with bright sun, in fact the heat wave continued and it was 98+ degrees outside. As you could imagine there were lots of people there although they were concentrated into groups (you had to be part of a group to be there).

I managed to get a few shots inside. The camera performed admirably at ISO 1600. By the time we finished it was 11:30 and the sun was high and really lighting up the coral concrete structure. So we will need to do some shadow/highlight recovery on the overall shots from the walk.

For those of you planning to visit you need to make a reservation, I would suggest a 9 or 10 o’clock and getting to the site early (I think it opens at 8:00AM) so you can take shots of the outside of the building before the sun gets too strong. Of course if you get a cloudy day you are good to go. I will definitely put this on my list of places to return as I really enjoyed experiencing the home…what a place to be able to live.

1 Terrabyte drive, are you serious?

I've been around long enough to know that it is absurd to think that I could walk down to my local superstore and pick up a 1Tb drive for $220. 1Tb is absolutely HUGE. I can remember that the 10Mb drive on the new IBM XT was HUGE. 1Tb = 1,000,000,000,000 bytes. That's a lot of zeros. So how does a drive like this end up on my desk? I just got sick and tired of juggling disk space all the time. I have 2 - 250 Gb drives and 1 - 160 GB drive which for a while seemed like an infinite amount of space. That's before 12 MB images. And you know how many images we are all taking now that we're digital and snaps are "free." When I backed up 2007, I ended up with 60 GB free on each of the 250 drives. That should last me through...now. I freakin' ran out of disk space! How could this be so? I'm in a continuous mode of purging and moving stuff around, and I know from experience as a programmer, eventually you are going to lose something. I'm kinda paranoid about digital stuff. I mean you can't see it, touch it, smell it, it doesn't weigh anything, and it doesn't get dusty or moldy. So what happens when it's gone? Well my friend, it is really gone, kaput, no existent, never to be found ever again. That's hard to fathom when we are used to the semi-permanence of slides, prints, negatives, and such. Yes, these can burn or get lost (so can the digital stuff), but you could always be secure in knowing that unless they were burned or lost, you always had them. Now I'm looking at my little 1TB drive sitting over there with the little flashing light, oh it is so sleek and solid. There is absolutely nothing that prevents this thing from dying, right now, before my very eyes. I've had hard drives that failed, it is not pretty. In fact they ALL fail, they are temporary devices, they wear out, they are mechanical things with moving parts and all kinds of electrical components which must work in perfect harmony.

So you need to think about it. Your images are in the ether. They are like storing your negatives on a window ledge off a 10 story building. One day they will be gone. And you better have a backup that works, or you will be crying.

Sir, could you make that 2 - 1Tb drives. Thanks.

Part time work schedule starts

Today I start my 3 day/week work schedule on my day job. I've always wanted to go part time, and now my employer asked me to do it. So I'm there. What does this mean? The first and second week of "free" days will be spent driving to Montréal. So the time really won't be there. I'm hoping to be productive working on things that will contribute to whatever future career I'm carving out. Weekends are for rest, these "free" days are for the "good" kind of work.

Come to think of it I have been working ever since I left college back in 1977. I never stopped, never took a leave between jobs, always obeyed my vacation schedules and enjoyed my holidays. So it is with great anticipation that I look forward to these days off of work-work to engage in play-work. I'll let you know how it all "works" out.

Is there a tradeoff between spontaneity and quality?

For me right now I would have to say the answer is yes. I am not where I want to be on several important skills necessary to execute on both. But this is part of my growth as a photographer and I continue to practice and learn. I have two goals when photographing families for my Photographers For Freedom project:  1) capture the essence of a person that I have just met (most of the time) through my interaction and patient observation. 2) Provide a high quality image that is well composed, exposed, and technically executed, using all the available techniques I am capable of.

    

One must always strike a balance between these two goals. Is one more important than the other? If I were to prioritize the two, I would say Goal 1 is more important. Given the choice, I would take a special moment captured on a point and shoot rather than an insignificant moment captured in a high end studio. That being said there is no excuse for a poorly executed photograph. We have the equipment and the explanations of techniques are freely (and generously) available on the Internet. It’s all in our hands…we need to practice, practice, practice.

A most incredible photographer

Visit the website of Vincent Laforet http://laforetvisuals.com/main.php and you will experience the most incredible imagery imaginable. Vincent is with the NY Times and as most of you already know, has won almost every conceivable award in photojournalism. I was blown away. Thanks Dany for the reference. You will probably recognize some of his classic images. The one of the Superdome in the Katrina aftermath is haunting. Check it out.

A portfolio of life

As I try to cull through my 3 years of images for my best shots I reached a startling discovery that I really don't have many significant shots. I have taken thousands of images from all over the world and it seems that I am coming up short. Basically my stuff sucks (for the most part), but I think this realization is all part of the growing we do as we improve our skills and as our personal standards for quality evolve. Not that I'm going to get depressed or anything about this realization, but this came as a bit of a surprise, as I always envisioned this large body of really cool images in my collection. As many others have mentioned before, your most recent work seem to have the most relevance and represents more accurately who you are at the present time. This all makes sense. But consider that your earlier work represents who you were at an earlier time. This makes those shots (even though they may suck) significant for this reason. We can all expect to grow as photographers and as human beings over time, and isn't it neat to have a visual record of that inner growth. Look at your early images and you can see and feel yourself. Do you like the direction you are taking? How does it feel? What can you learn from the past to help chart your future?

Start looking at your older images not only as a measuring stick for your improvement, but as a record of who you used to be. Interesting. Freeman Patterson told us in a workshop, don't throw away your old images, because when you pressed the shutter, you saw something, and sometimes it takes a maturing on our part to later understand what it is we saw.

Ok, so my old stuff still sucks and I won't keep a lot of them in my public galleries. But I will keep them for my own enlightenment and study for my portfolio of life.

Passion, choices, success

Today I had lunch with a co-worker and friend, Dany Flageole who is a motor sports photographer and webmaster/owner of www.flagworld.com. Dany's passion is racing, and he is devoted to this sport. His photography reflects that, and you can find him almost every weekend at the track, doing what he does best, capturing images of motor sports. His week is spent editing and writing (apart from his 40 hr day job as a software QA specialist). So you can say Dany is not only passionate but completely consumed by his interest. This is the kind of dedication that you need to reach a level of success in any endeavor. There are choices to make. I'm sure there are a lot of movies and TV shows that Dany does not see. But he makes these choices. It is always inspirational for me to talk to and see people who excel at their work. It is a testiment to the capabilities of the human spirit. My pet peeve is to listen to people how they can't do this or that because of this or that. So what's the point of making excuses for yourself? If you understand what people do in order to achieve what they are, then one can begin to chart a personal course of action.

My point to all this is that there are inspirational examples of excellence all around us. In fact almost everyone has their own version of this story. As we grow as artists, we need to make decisions everyday. Whether these decisions support your artistic endeavor or not, you consciously plot your own course for what you are and will be. I will apply this thinking to my everyday activity to guide my choices...now let's see, when are the American Idol re-runs going to be on?

Photographing fabrics

I guess photographers need to be flexible. My employer needed some large fabric samples photographed so that they can be used to display on products for viewing on the web. We had 54 samples that arrived in a big box and we had to provide hi-res images at a constant scale. The sample sizes ranges from 24 - 40in in various shapes. After a lot of experimentation, we finally decided it would be easier to mount each sample (after it was ironed) on a 24x36 piece of illustration board with binder clips, position this at a standard location in front of my camera setup. We used two Speedlights for illumination. It ended up taking us a lot longer than planned (don't these things always turn out that way?), but we learned a few good lessons from the experience. 1) don't do these kind of projects unless you can charge by the sample (at least $50 each). Remember this is photography, and after the shoot requires post processing, color balance, sharpening, etc. 2) lighting is critical. It's difficult to get constant/flat illumination from 2 Speedlights, even on the small samples. We managed to pull it off because the lighting was not that critical on most of the samples. 3) to check to see the light falloff, shoot a BLACK background. You will be able to see exactly the light pattern, the hot spots and how the light falls off. This wasn't apparent to me until I shot a dark sample and noticed the gradient, then the black board told all.

It was a good experience but not a good way to spend a weekend.

 

Question: would you buy a quilt with these patterns?

Finding inspiration today

Each day I try to find some inspiration for my photography. Last night I listened to Nancy Rotenberg's "Let Your Light Shine" DVDs that I purchased at the NANPA Summit. I love Nancy's calm voice and gently encouragement. Although I have seen some of the material before at her NANPA Keynote and her workshop, I received a refresher on what she felt we needed to pay attention to when living our creative life.  Nancy's website: http://www.naturaltapestries.com/index.html Today I visited the site of Gary Crabbe who was one of my portfolio reviewers at NANPA. Gary is a long term professional and very talented artist who covers California extensively. His Yosemite and California coastal images are incredible. Gary worked for many years for Galen Rowell. Gary offered me a lot of encouragement and advice during my review and he is a really fun person to be around. Check out his work, subscribe to his newsletter, and read his blog: http://www.enlightphoto.com/home.html You can learn a lot about keyword tagging from his gallery...he knows his stuff because that's what he did for Galen.

Dorian pulled a book from our libray that is out of print but very appropriate to the type of photography I do. "By Nature's Design" by Pat Murphy provides images and explanations for all of the patterns and textures you find in nature. It's good to get the scientific explanation for what we see. You can get this used on Amazon: http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0811803295/sr=8-1/qid=1207073377/ref=olp_product_details?ie=UTF8&me=&qid=1207073377&sr=8-1&seller=

I also updated my Photographers for Freedom blog with a final entry for the Topcats and the Disestablishment Ceremony we attended last week. http://photographersforfreedom.wordpress.com/ (see entry dated March 27)

Wedding photographer...or not

Yesterday we attended a beautiful wedding service for Dorian's best friend. It was held at Amelia Island on the beach and it was just the perfect setup. Now when you get invited to these things you always wonder, do I bring all my camera gear or is this a job for the G7? Sometimes you want to be able to just enjoy the event, without have to schlunck around 30 lbs worth of gear. I wasn't the official photographer but Dorian told it it would be "nice" if I could take some pictures. Ok, exactly what does that mean, do I take my stuff or not...take your stuff. We arrive early and it is a perfect cloudy day, soft breeze, and the "real" photographer must have loved it. I was trying to find the best strategic place to sit since I knew I was not going to be wandering around during the ceremony. We found a good spot, 2nd row and I plopped my stuff down. As all the people started coming in and filling up the seats one of the sons came over and asked us to move because there would be some relatives taking the second row. Geesh, no more seats left, glad I came early. So we relocated and I chose to move one row back but towards the far end. As the time approached we could see the wedding party approaching and everyone got up. There goes the view, shooting through 15 layers of bodies just doesn't work.

It turned out that no one ended up on the second row, but I didn't have the nerve to relocate. So I remained content in my seat and did what I could. The ceremony was perfect and so low-key. I really wanted to be the photographer for this event, it was tough staying in my seat. So out came the 70-200 lens and I looked like a big game hunter stalking his prey. Nothing like being discrete with your camera.

We eventually moved indoors and that's when I should have put the camera away. Early in the evening Dorian asked me to shoot a flower arrangement, so I bumped up the ISO to 1600 and handheld a few shots. You guessed it...the ISO never got reset. Flash at ISO 1600 isn't too bad...right! Yikes, I need a big red blinking light in the viewfinder for the high ISO warning. It's not that this is the first time either. My guess is that a few of you have done the same?? At least I wasn't the official photographer.

I was using the Gary Fong Whaletale and maybe because of the ISO screwup I was still getting some pretty harsh stuff. Definitely need to get the flash off the camera.  

  

NANPA Member Slideshow

I was once again fortunate enough to be able to present at the Member's Slideshow. This is a fun event and you get to meet some great people, like Artie Morris who was also a presenter. Here was my written presentation (what got me in) but I managed to change it as the stage fright took over. The theme of the show was "Luck." 9 Habits of Highly Lucky Photographers

How many of you feel that all your good images are the result of luck? So that many of you have good images?

I’m convinced that ALL of my good images are the result of luck. But luck doesn’t have to mean accident or chance.

Here’s a quote by Ray Kroc:  “Luck is a dividend of sweat…the more you sweat, the luckier you get” Sweat, work, whatever you want to call it...basically you need to get out there and do something in order to get the shot. I want to share with you my own “Habits of Luck” based on 9 memorable images.

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1.      Go out when it’s cold. Montréal Botanical Gardens, 30 degrees, windy, and wet. What’s a boy from FL doing in a place like this? It had been cold and the ponds were freezing, what were the chances of seeing this if I had listened to reason?

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2.      Go out when there’s rain. Pre-dawn forecast, rain, cold – a sure prescription for sleeping in. Not according to Brenda Tharp, “We came here to shoot not sleep in!” If not for that kind of loving encouragement I would have missed the cloud show in Camden Harbor after the rain cleared.

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3.      Stop the car. I was in Mill Valley on the road to Muir Woods. How many times do you just drive and say to yourself, “Ooo, nice shot, can’t stop, nice shot, can’t stop, nice shot. Well you got to STOP.  I pulled over and set up the tripod. Then I stayed and just enjoyed the view.

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4.      Look down and listen. Ok, I spend a lot of time looking at the ground but not “hearing” what is there. One fern kept whispering to me, “look at me, look at me” and I’m glad I did.

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5.      Look up and find something. Typically I don’t walk in the woods looking up at the trees. I tend to bump into a lot of things. But something made me look up and I found the beginnings of autumn.

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6.      Never put your camera away. Don’t you hate those people in a group that can’t seem to put their camera away when it’s time to go? But there’s something about leaving that relaxes your mind, so be ready if something appears.

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7.      Make the best of where you are. It was February 2005 and lucky me, a sales meeting in …Las Vegas. It so happened that was the time the wild flowers went crazy in Death Valley, what an orgy of color!

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8.      Be nice to your neighbor. When you are nice to your neighbors, they tend to bring you things to photograph. Wow!

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9.      Play. Nancy Rotenberg was trying to get us all in touch with our feelings and I wasn’t getting it. Nancy I’m still working on it! Shooting with my eyes closed and waving my camera around just did not make sense. See what happens when you just play?

 I’ll close with a quote by Wayne Gretzky (wasn’t he a Canadian sports photographer?) “You miss 100% of the shots you never take”

Friends…Work, sweat, and get lucky. Make it a habit. Thank you.

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It occurred to me that my image posts were repetitive..."hey I've seen those images before..." Well that goes to show:

a) I don't have a lot of good stuff b) I'm lazy and don't like processing new stuff c) It's all part of the plan to get the most from what you've got

No camera, no picture

On my recent trip to Grand Rapids I left my trusty point and shoot at home. I am carrying a new laptop bag given to me by my daughter and it is tight on space (not a good excuse but that was my rationale). Anyway, I was presented several opportunities for some interesting shots, both from the plane (cloud formations), and 2 incredible sunrises. I was also upgraded to a Chrysler Crossfire convertible rental car, which I wanted to get a shot of me with the top down in 8 degree weather. Needless to say this car did not fare very well in the cold, with icy snowy roads and those wide, high performance tires. Bad choice. So let this be a lesson to all of you, don’t leave your camera at home! And don’t let the rental agency convince you that driving a Crossfire in the winter ice is cool.

Link your way to information

It’s interesting to track how your research into a topic can lead to more information and opportunities. In a copy of the ASMP magazine that I got at the PDN Summit, there was an article on managing your business by Leslie Burns-Dell’Acqua with a link to her site, http://www.burnsautoparts.com/BAPsite/Index.html . Strange name for a site on photography business consulting, but while I was there I found a wealth of information and free articles on the business of photography. Interestingly enough I opted in to be on Leslie’s email list by sending an email. She contacted me and asked for more info about me. This was a VERY clever way of getting to know everyone, kinda like qualifying a lead. I sent her my pbase and Photographers for Freedom links, then she responded with some interest in the PFF concept. Good for me. I ended up with some good advice from Leslie on promoting the PFF program, and am motivated to go out and do it. I then went to Leslie’s blog and started reading it. She had a link to a presentation given at the TED conference on success. http://www.ted.com/index.php/talks/view/id/70 Good stuff. Now that I found the TED site, there is a ton of stuff here that can be useful to creative types. So it goes on and on.

MFA - do I need this?

I am contemplating going back to school to earn a MFA degree in Photography. Now whether one needs this type of degree to succeed in the fine art photography world is out for debate. I'm sure there are arguments both for and against this credential. There are many people who are self-taught and self-motivated to succeed, and I don't know if I am one of them. When I finished my engineering degree I stayed on for an extra year to get a Masters degree. This was a very worthwhile endeavor for me, and it gave me the knowledge and confidence to go forth in my chosen field. I can see how it would have been very possible to achieve success without this degree, but I felt that I needed it. In the years following, I took advantage of my employer's education program and eventually completed my MBA degree. My dream was to have my own business and I felt I needed the disciplined study to be successful. I started and ran 2 businesses for over 20 years and this education was invaluable. Now I am on the threshold to another career in a field that is largely uncharted waters for me, and I look again to formal education to get me up to speed. I have spoken to lots of people who have given me good advice to say that a degree in fine arts is optional in the field, in fact getting out there and just shooting and working will yield a much better return on the time and money invested. An MFA will cost me around $24,000 with about 70 credit hours of work over 2 years. A big expense and time commitment. There are options to do this remotely with limited on campus time, but nonetheless it is not a casual decision. My tendency is to jump and and give it a go because: a) formal education has always been a very valuable method for me to learn, I do well in a structured environment b) I enjoy academics and being in school c) it is expensive but not cost prohibitive

On the other hand I really don't want to be wasting my money or time. There doesn't seem to be a lot of discussions on the value of an MFA or art degree in the circles I am familiar with. Maybe I am just not connected right. When I tell people that I am thinking of this they usually tell me I am wasting my time and money. Not so with my other degrees, where it seemed the value was more clear, especially when one could relate the degree to salary levels.

This makes this even more intriguing for me, as I feel through a lot of inner searching that I would like to tryto live the life of an artist, and my urge to create is very strong. I feel that the support and development achieved in an academic environment is what I need right now. Coming from the business world, we tend to look at acquiring these skills as something that you just order and pay for. Take the course and you are there. This new direction for me is much more than that. It is a complete change in my thinking and paradigm for self-worth. It involves a completely different approach and discipline. I feel I need to start from scratch, with a fresh beginners mind. That's how I want to approach things right now.

I'll be thinking about this for a few months. This decision will be tied into my retirement, so there will be big changes coming up for me.

In the shadow of giants

Today I was going through the book Regarding the Land by Robert Glenn Ketchum (http://www.robertglennketchum.com/). I was fortunate enough to meet Robert at the NANPA Summit in Palm Springs and he was autographing his books. Looking at his career and work I sit completely dumbfounded and numb. There are some people who found their calling early, and exercised their talents to the max. I look at myself as a photographer and am completely intimidated by some of these people. I am inspired but I also begin to question my own directions and accomplishments in life and career. Not that I have anything to complain about, but it leads to an interesting self-evaluation. Sometimes my goals as a photographer wanna-be change, depending on where I think I am in life. Many times the spirit of my younger years takes over, and I envision great things in the future. Other times my aspirations are more modest, as I savor the enjoyments of just being able to express myself through my camera, to whatever limited audience I manage to muster. Ultimately we have to satisfy ourselves in the balance of what we have to do and what we feel we must do. We can't change our past, we can only decide what we can do now, at this very moment. It's good to receive motivation to push farther, higher, and harder towards our goals. It's also good to just give thanks for who and what we are right now.

So Robert, today I thank you for your book and sharing your creative view of the world.

Do pictures get better the more you visit a site?

I was reviewing the shots I made on Sunday of the farm and was a bit disappointed. This is the 5th time I have been there in the past 4 weeks and it seems as if I am "cooling down" from the initial excitement of discovering it for the first time. You would think that once I got through the compulsory shots that I would be able to focus on more meaningful or deeper images. I don't know if this theory is true. I remember my first two visits were so productive. I couldn't stop shooting, and each time I turned around I found another image. Now as I walk through the place I see many of my previous shots, and I strain to find the "one that I missed."

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Daylight

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Roof Patch

I also knew that this may have been the last time that I would be able to shoot there, as I am leaving for Canada next week and this weekend is the MS150 bike tour. So in some respects I did not want to make a point of taking in the last moments, in fact I spent most of the time walking near the houses and the back acreage, and very little time in the barn itself. It seemed almost that my time there was over.

I had also planned to take some additional shots of my Uncle Chan near his tractor, or at work sorting through the piles of parts that he is taking to the recyclers. But it just didn't feel right to have him pose for me...I don't know why I didn't ask. I am very sad that the barn will be gone, and that the farm will no longer be in the family. I am grateful that I was able to produce the images that I made, and to have spent some time there. A very proper closure for me, and another way I am able to connect with my own father, who I know had deep connections with the farm. Perhaps I will be lucky when I return in November that the property will still be there, and that I can take my camera there one more time.

For now I will be happy with what I got, and not worry about the productivity of the session. It's just interesting how some days you seem to have it, and other days...well you just feel honored that you were able to be with your camera for a few hours.

Oh, I did make it to the chiropractors today for the first time in my life. You know my back actually feels better although I was totally shocked when I heard that crack come from my back after the doctor put me into a pretzel hold. 

Back to the farm

This morning I went back to the family farm for photography of the main houses that my grandfather and his brothers lived in. There are 3 brick houses standing proudly. After a few shots I made my way to the back acreage where there were some sheds. I found a few interesting things including a very old tricycle. It reminded me of my old one...I don't know if kids use these things anymore. It's strange going through these old buildings with things just frozen in place. It was so humid and hot and my back was killing me, so things were not very conducive to creativity, but it was interesting to contemplate that I would be one of the last people looking at this stuff, that the next person there would be bulldozing it all down.

Yesterday’s Ride

Yesterday’s Ride

My Uncle Chan gave me a box of old stencils that were used to mark the crates of vegetables. Addresses going to all parts of the country, NY, PA, OR, MI, and even Ontario. I was so happy to receive these as it gave me an idea of how diverse the reach of the farm was. I also retrieved some parts from some of the packing crates. I hope to incorporate these somehow into the exhibition of these prints.

Week under the weather

This week was a tough one for me, as I caught some nasty flu or cold from my trip to Michigan last week and my lower back continues to bother me. All in all it made for a very miserable week, coughing and on 8 hour Tylenol for the back pain. I'm not used to having anything wrong with me, so pain is not something I can deal with very well. I did manage to pick out a few more images for my web site...which is still in process. I really wish I could get this things done already!